too complicated

It just happened so fast..but takes time to realized..haha..
I fallin' in love with someone..and he is my friend though..we declared that we have a big crush for each other.

But the problem is.. we must keep it as our lil secret.. the conditions makes us to be like this. And so many things that we have to settle first..so we can pronounce our relationship.

At this moment, I can't say he is my boyfriend..or Im his girlfriend..everything still on progress.. and no comment is the right answer if anyone asking us..hahaha..

But deep down in my heart, I like him, I adore him, love to being with him, I care about him.. all those feelings will grown up to be love rite? but need the process..and it will takes time..

the big question is.. why i have to be in love with my ex boyfriend's best friend..aaarrrgghhh.. why the condition so difficult for both of us.

well..just let it flow and... enjoy it! hahaha...

The first time to celebrate New Years far away from my family..it was great..but..when we were counting the time, I was so sad.. I miss my mommy specially.
But it was fun though..coz its the first time we were spending time together... The TM sista.. (me, Haniya and TM).

Hukum A-B-C

Kenapa harus ada Hukum A-B-C dlm dunia percintaan...dengan rincian rumus like this :

A -> B -> C -> ?

A suka sama si B, tapi si B sukanya sama si C, sayangnya si C ga pernah realize klo si B suka sama si C, dan C ga bisa ketebak suka sama siapa...
few months ago..gw ada dalam posisi si A, dan sekarang.. gw ada di posisi B.. duh itu ga enak banget, karena ga enak sama si A dong... tp namanya perasaan kan ga bisa dipaksa klo kita sukanya sama si C...so pathetic.. but its true..

entahlah...


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