Anger is all I have!

huuurrrgghhh >_< sebel gw udah seubun2!!
gw dianggep apa yaaaa?? kaya iiiaaaaattttt... better gw ga tau deh klo gini caranya..
jangan harap ada action apa2 dari pihak gw... no way!!
gw ga bakal maki2.. tp.. jangan harap gw akan berkata2.. SILEENTT!!!

udah bukan Pride is all i have.. tapi.. cuma ada AANGGGEEERRRR!!
dulu gw bisa diinjek2.. kali ini gw ga mau kaya sapi yg ditusuk idungnya.. yg cuma bisa manut aja!! oooggaaahh!! geeraaaammm!

i miss my mommy

Mommy.. pls go home sooonn!!
I just realized something important.. that.. I can't live without my mommy..
huhuhu.. she is a amazing person!! she can take care everything so well!!

Actually she take care of me so damn well!!
I love my mommy..and I realized when she's far away from me.

huhuhu.. mommy... go hooommmee!!

Sweet Companion

Really sweet... he always try to beside me.. whenever, wherever, even I didnt ask him to be here.. but he tried :)
The sweetest thing is.. when TSG played on 1st match last week, 1 hour before the match begun..he said that he had a meeting.. but... when we were ready to playing.. DOOORRR!! he showed up!! so sweeeett ^_^

The way he treats me..different with the other (my exs) hihi..and i love the way he loves me..

Verlijfd op hem :)
Gie

2nd League of Women Futsal Tournament..GO TSG!!

Go THE SEXY GUNNERS!!
We are the champion.. show them all that we are still the winner..hahaha..

this is my blog dude!!

This is my blog..and i have right to write anything i want to write down here..
so why i have to listen what they say about my blog??
If they dont want to read..thats their own business..not mine! If you dont like my blog..so dont read it..just close your window..ahahaha..

And i will not stop writting on my blog..I dont care you like it or not! :D
uumm..maybe.. some people were looking my blog just want to know whats happened in my life lately..mmhh.. its ok..but once again.. if they dont like.. just shut up your mouth..and close my blog window..hahahaha...

This is my blog... my life.. and I write what I want to write.. thats why I called Diary Trash..hahaha.. some posts are unnecessary things.. but.. they happened in my life..

I dont care what people think or say bout my blog or my life... wuueeeee...

Im Out,
Gie

my crush ^_^

Oh gosh..finally..i realized something happens inside of me..
I have a big crush on this guy.. ^^
for me..he's the right man in the right time.. he can makes me laugh, and the important thing is.. he's fixing my broken heart!!

We just realized..why we have to find another person if we care bout each other.. there is something missing if we are not seeing each other..so sweet isnt it??

I need him..and he needs me as well...

Im thinking.. am I fallin in love with him yet? dunno... ^_^
just enjoy every single day with him..

Gie

too complicated

It just happened so fast..but takes time to realized..haha..
I fallin' in love with someone..and he is my friend though..we declared that we have a big crush for each other.

But the problem is.. we must keep it as our lil secret.. the conditions makes us to be like this. And so many things that we have to settle first..so we can pronounce our relationship.

At this moment, I can't say he is my boyfriend..or Im his girlfriend..everything still on progress.. and no comment is the right answer if anyone asking us..hahaha..

But deep down in my heart, I like him, I adore him, love to being with him, I care about him.. all those feelings will grown up to be love rite? but need the process..and it will takes time..

the big question is.. why i have to be in love with my ex boyfriend's best friend..aaarrrgghhh.. why the condition so difficult for both of us.

well..just let it flow and... enjoy it! hahaha...