this is my blog dude!!

This is my blog..and i have right to write anything i want to write down here..
so why i have to listen what they say about my blog??
If they dont want to read..thats their own business..not mine! If you dont like my blog..so dont read it..just close your window..ahahaha..

And i will not stop writting on my blog..I dont care you like it or not! :D
uumm..maybe.. some people were looking my blog just want to know whats happened in my life lately..mmhh.. its ok..but once again.. if they dont like.. just shut up your mouth..and close my blog window..hahahaha...

This is my blog... my life.. and I write what I want to write.. thats why I called Diary Trash..hahaha.. some posts are unnecessary things.. but.. they happened in my life..

I dont care what people think or say bout my blog or my life... wuueeeee...

Im Out,
Gie

my crush ^_^

Oh gosh..finally..i realized something happens inside of me..
I have a big crush on this guy.. ^^
for me..he's the right man in the right time.. he can makes me laugh, and the important thing is.. he's fixing my broken heart!!

We just realized..why we have to find another person if we care bout each other.. there is something missing if we are not seeing each other..so sweet isnt it??

I need him..and he needs me as well...

Im thinking.. am I fallin in love with him yet? dunno... ^_^
just enjoy every single day with him..

Gie

too complicated

It just happened so fast..but takes time to realized..haha..
I fallin' in love with someone..and he is my friend though..we declared that we have a big crush for each other.

But the problem is.. we must keep it as our lil secret.. the conditions makes us to be like this. And so many things that we have to settle first..so we can pronounce our relationship.

At this moment, I can't say he is my boyfriend..or Im his girlfriend..everything still on progress.. and no comment is the right answer if anyone asking us..hahaha..

But deep down in my heart, I like him, I adore him, love to being with him, I care about him.. all those feelings will grown up to be love rite? but need the process..and it will takes time..

the big question is.. why i have to be in love with my ex boyfriend's best friend..aaarrrgghhh.. why the condition so difficult for both of us.

well..just let it flow and... enjoy it! hahaha...

The first time to celebrate New Years far away from my family..it was great..but..when we were counting the time, I was so sad.. I miss my mommy specially.
But it was fun though..coz its the first time we were spending time together... The TM sista.. (me, Haniya and TM).

Hukum A-B-C

Kenapa harus ada Hukum A-B-C dlm dunia percintaan...dengan rincian rumus like this :

A -> B -> C -> ?

A suka sama si B, tapi si B sukanya sama si C, sayangnya si C ga pernah realize klo si B suka sama si C, dan C ga bisa ketebak suka sama siapa...
few months ago..gw ada dalam posisi si A, dan sekarang.. gw ada di posisi B.. duh itu ga enak banget, karena ga enak sama si A dong... tp namanya perasaan kan ga bisa dipaksa klo kita sukanya sama si C...so pathetic.. but its true..

entahlah...


Gie

All I Want for a Christmas....is you!

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you.

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click'
Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me
I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas isYou
All I want for Christmas is you baby

miserable weekend!

what can i say about my weekend...nothing except miserable! completely beyond my control!
first.. I got a big fight and I dont get any permit for driving my car..
second.. my mam fell down from the stairs
third.. my dinner was cancelled due of the second part
forth.. someone who promised me to give RM100, did not show up with no messages..

well yeah..the biggest reason to make me like this is the 4th reason..beside the RM100, i really need to talk to him now.. to telling about the 1st.. I dont know with whom i have to share about it except him.. actually I know where is he know.. and I can accept it..but why doesnt him try to contact me or inform me to cancel about today's plan..
his mom asked me where he is.. and silly me.. i said "uuhmm, maybe he is at tangerang mam".. oh i should not tell her.. i really did not mean anything to mentioned tangerang words! damn!
her mom so worried about him.. because i told her that her son will be back from KL saturday night with last flight..uurrgghh.. I should not say that to her!! Im with my stupid!!

I dont know when will we can meet each other.. tomorrow he will be leaving jakarta and going to jogja..and on 26 im going to KL and will be back to jakarta on 4th january..

why all my plans for this weekend has been ruined!! I really dont enjoy my weekend.. and tomorrow i will back to my job..aarrgghhh...

oh i still got something.. tonight i will have a dinner with someone.. i hope for this plan will going well as planned.. **crossing fingers**

Ps : to John, pls give me some news..


Im out,
Gie